Looking Inside

The last week or so has been tremendous. Looking outside my immediate world you have the challenges of peace and help those whose are terrorised; and a strength and honour a nation of people rebuilding their lives. In my world my family shared our life with a young girl (crab) from Spain last weekend. She was very excited to speak (and see) to her family via Skype. Only twelve she boards at school in the UK. Her mother went to this school for a year too (with a cousin)to learn English when she was in her teens. With her Sun in Cancer I watched in awe at this child's strength, desire and passion. She asked her parents to go. What bravery!!!! After meeting this little soul, no one can tell me Crabs are not brave.....their inner strength is inspiring.

I also finished one of my homework assignments. One question stubbed me....What does the word God mean to me? At first reading the question I thought that was easy, but then I had to put it in words.....how tough....but after half a day of trying to get my feelings or thoughts out, I did my best to answer......

God is love. He is the creator of the universe. He is the beauty I see in the world. He is the beauty I see within everyone I meet. When I surrender to God to my stresses and anxieties he gives me the gifts I treasure, such as peace of mind, bliss and a sense of purpose. God is the positive energy that dwells with me (and everyone).  God is the energy that flow through me as I serve others and I show love.

Completing the homework and listening to a Dennis Linn radio show put me in the energy space I needed to be in to cope with the rest of the week. I sense angelic support particularly from Archangels Sandelphon and Chamuel and my faith acting as a rock. I am so grateful for my brother's life has been spared although his bike is a totally destroyed (sun Aries conj Uranus Aries). I am sorry for the loss of a great man, father to my kindergarten friend and pray for the family he leaves behind. I am sorry for health news given to one of my best friends. I hope she will see it as life taking her on a different path....she is totally amazing no matter what she does. I was giving news on my daughter's spinal condition (Saturn in the sixth house) which is challenging as a parent to deal with.  Inner strength is a must (not only for me, but for my partner and child)....I know I just need to ask and it will be given.